When I first read my mom’s response, I was furious.
I stared at the message on my phone, rereading it at least ten times. Was she serious? She worked her whole life to give me “everything I needed”? Then why was I struggling so much now? I felt abandoned, betrayed, and, if I was being honest—hurt. I started typing a response, something heated and emotional, but I stopped myself. Instead, I decided I needed to talk to her face-to-face. Maybe she just didn’t understand how tough things were for me right now.
So, I called her.
“Mom, I don’t think you get it,” I started as soon as she answered. “I’m drowning over here, and you’re out there living like a queen.” She sighed on the other end. “Honey, I do get it. But you have to understand—this is my time now. I’m not saying that to be cruel, but I spent decades worrying about you, about work, about bills. I sacrificed my own dreams to make sure you had opportunities I never had.”
I scoffed. “Yeah, but what good were those opportunities if I’m still struggling?”
There was a pause before she spoke again, softer this time. “Tell me something, sweetheart. What exactly do you need?”
I hesitated. “I… I don’t know. Money to help with my credit card debt, rent, maybe some of my car payments. Just a little cushion.” Mom sighed again. “I’m going to be really honest with you. I love you more than anything, but I don’t think giving you money is going to fix this. You need to figure out what got you into this place to begin with.”
That stung. “So, you’re saying this is my fault?”
“No, I’m saying this is your responsibility.”
I didn’t respond right away. My fingers curled around the phone as I tried to push down my frustration.
She continued. “You’re not a kid anymore. You have a good job, don’t you?” “Yeah, but it barely covers everything.”
“What about budgeting? Have you looked at where your money is going?”
I stayed silent. Because, honestly? I hadn’t. I knew I was spending too much, but I didn’t really want to face it. I had been living paycheck to paycheck, swiping my card whenever I needed something, and hoping things would magically balance out.
“Listen,” Mom said gently, “I didn’t raise you to be helpless. I know it’s tough right now, but I also know you’re capable of figuring this out. And if you really need help—not just a bailout—I will always be here to support you. But in ways that actually help you in the long run.”
